月份: 2012 年 12 月

昨天閑著沒事，就約閨蜜一起去逛街，我們在一個日韓 時裝店裏面轉的時候，閨蜜看上了一件衣服，我們就問老闆可不可以試一下，老闆說是可以的，我們覺得這個日韓 時裝店裏面的老闆看上去還不錯，就試了，但是結果閨蜜覺得不好看，我們就要走，結果這個日韓 時裝店的老闆就開口罵我們了，說是我們沒錢買就別丟人試，我一聽氣就來了，就和這個日韓 時裝店的老闆吵了起來，後來在閨蜜的勸說下，我們離開了，但是這個日韓 時裝店給我留下了特別不好的印象，以後肯定不會再去了。

If you work in a large company, then the company formation of this company will make you a very long time to figure out, especially people working in various organizations under the title, just joined the company a headache, remember I just started into my work now is this situation, do not know the company formation is how to constitute not know that each department is responsible for what in the end, after a very long time before completely understand nowsee who just joined the company’s employees think of is muddle.

This milk is very good, a lot of mother after feeding the milk is so evaluation, so it is really good quality. Hear the salesman explained to me I finally the ruthless under heart to come to buy a bag back to their baby to try, to see the price of milk powder is really very distressed ah, then your milk I have never heard of. But for their children, I can do only so much. The aptamil Hong Kong milk is a friend recommended to me, before I did not think the milk is good but how to maternal and infant monopoly after seeing it I believe prices, a price I still believe.

我開始懷疑，我來到這個城市是否是正確的選擇。為了這份工作，我放下家人，放下男朋友，孤身一人來到了這麽陌生的城市。因為工作，經常吃不上熱飯，只能以即食面果腹。我開始懷念媽媽做的飯菜，懷念男朋友送來的愛心晚餐。可是想象終歸是想象，想象過后仍然要獨自一人吃著即食麵。就像是賣火柴的小女孩一般，火柴擦亮的那一瞬間，出現在眼前的所有的大餐和溫暖都會在火柴熄滅的那一瞬間成為泡影。我不知道自己現在還在堅持著什麽。

哇塞，我舒服啊，從元朗spa回來，我就感覺渾身輕松，仿佛我身體里的雜質完全被清空了一樣。靜靜的躺在床上，甚至都能感覺到血液在流動。慢慢地，竟然睡著了，等我一覺醒來，發現外面的天空已經完全黑透了，再一看手機，完蛋了，9點了，最要名的是，忘記把震動調整過來，死黨已經打了十幾個電話了。趕緊回撥過去，電話只響了一聲，就被接起來，我甚至還沒有來得及出聲，就聽見那邊劈頭蓋臉的一頓痛罵，沒有辦法，誰讓我放人家鴿子呢。

The people ask me, why I decided to go to england. I choose to be silent to deal with. No one knows what the day I went to the teachers’ office after that happened, so everybody thinks I’m a very sensible child. Go to the teacher’s office that day, because the teacher scolded me, I hit back, but I didn’t think the teacher and so many other teachers before slapping me, that time I was completely disappointed to this school. Can’t change them, at least I can choose the escape. So I fled to britain. At that time really did not want to study in UK, but in the last few years, I slowly understand come to England.

大學一畢業，我就迫不及待的向女朋友求婚了，我和女朋友的感情很好，所以她一下子就答應了，當時我覺得自己很幸福，但是，在拜訪未來的岳父岳母的時候，我被徹徹底底難住了。因為他們要求我必須買套新房，否則婚事免談。從小家里條件都不是很好，如果一次性付清房款的話，根本是不可能的，所以唯一的辦法就是貸款。以我現在的薪資水平，要養活一家人其實并不難，但是如果加上房貸的話，就會比較吃力了，但是為了自己愛的人，一切都要拼了。

一個大的公司如果真的能夠做到這些我真的不能再說什麽了，他們的領導層也不知道天天在一起開會究竟開的是什麽會？難道做債務重組真的就那麽的困難嗎？現在出現了這種情況我想他們肯定比任何人都要懊悔吧？如果他們當初聽我的話去做債務重組那麽現在也就不會是這樣了，總是考慮到自己的面子以及公司的面子現在弄的公司都快要是別人的了，值得嗎？雖然說現在這里的一切都已經跟我沒有任何的聯系了但是我還是為他們感到惋惜，一個這個大的公司就這樣沒了。

每次看到電影里那些人炒股導致了家破人亡，最終自己也選擇結束生命的時候，我都覺得很震驚。有時候，接下來所發生的一切都是你自己當初的一個選擇造成的，看到結果的時候也不能怨天尤人。但是偏偏有些人在做決定的時候不謹慎，結果出現了之后他們又開始埋怨所有的不公平。其實我一直認為，這個世界是公平的，我辛辛苦苦賺來的錢我仔細的根據康宏的專業人士的指導來理財，我也絕對不會落到因為炒股而家破人亡的地步，不會經歷那樣的大風大浪。

No way, if she really can not be learning good then can let her go to the make up school putting on makeup, after all, this school and my acquaintance, so that I can feel better. This child was not a good child and academic nature is not very good, I think I know her. So this time I ignored the home people determined to let her in the school putting on makeup in school, hope she will be able to realize I when the father’s heart, also hope that she can be in the school putting on makeup in the study do not the same as before, I had no choice.